I am proud to share something uniquely special about this one. It's my favorite one to date because it was done with the integrity and love I had for it. First, I needed to break free from the Veracious era, which held me back. I dedicated myself to honing my craft by attending poetry seminars and workshops, and I built a supportive network of writers who respect the validity of my work. For this project, I engaged in deep introspection. I trusted the process without questioning it. Most importantly, I took my time, and I’m glad I did. Although I initially aimed to release it in 2023, I decided against rushing the project and opted for more time to transition between works.
I hope this book serves as a guide in readers’ lives. The poetry reflects my growth as I come to terms with my experiences and push forward. It offers an inner glimpse into that journey.
There was much conversation and worry going into this project. Although it was not intended to be a sequel, it was unanimously decided to reuse the title of the first book, adding another title to create a sense of tension. If you were to compare the first book to this one, it would highlight a face-off. Beneath it all, there were complex layers and residue lingering of the narcissistic relationships and karmic situations I've expereinced. There was more to explore than what I had included in the first one. It felt incomplete. Like in any trauma bond, I went back through that revolving door, only to be worse off than where I was before. This significance of those lessons became the central theme. I pushed myself even when my conscience advised me against it.
Additionally, reading works by Emanuel Xavier, Roberto F. Santiago, Elisabet Velasquez, Elizabeth Acevedo, and Noel Quiñones, all of whom I admire, provided a safety net for pursuing my passion despite adversities. I didn’t fully embrace my first book as I would have liked at the time, but I have come to appreciate it greatly as time has passed. What I love most about this new book is the underlying theme of forgiveness that permeates every page, right up to the last poem.
The title speaks for itself. Each poem is a mosaic piece reflecting my past and present, serving as a commemorative chapbook dedicated to my mother on the fifth anniversary of her passing. The original version included poetry from my first book, which later was removed because of theme-related content. This updated version contains only twenty-five personal pieces, so that the theme stands independently. Although it was not initially intended to be part of a official release, my publishing team recommended it for it to be a part of the CV. I'd like to deem this work as the core for that readers if they want to know more about me.
One of my most provocative and controversial breakthroughs in the poetry community is my collection of powerful pieces that address personal relationship abuse and karmic situations, conveyed through both anger and rhythm. While many readers embraced these works, some criticized them as "blindsided poetry." The beauty of poetry lies in its ability to transform negative experiences into abstract artistry. I have mixed feelings about this book, but I am truly grateful for it because it has given me a voice.I have mixed feelings about this book, but I am absolutely thankful for this book because it has permitted me to be a voice.
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